Japan is calling!

Japan is calling, oh so strongly!
I long for a world I've never seen.
I miss the sounds and smells
that are completely unknown.

Osaka and Kyoto,
the homes I've never lived in.
You shall not be strangers forever!

Isn't it beautiful?!

Who do you betray?

You think the truth might hurt them. Maybe it wont though. They are smart, they know not to trust them, yet they do it anyway. If you tell them, for the millionth time not to do what they're doing, will they listen? Will this small bit of information, so minuscule to the big picture, seriously be the feather that tips the scale?
But the person that gave you this information swore you to secrecy. To tell that person would be to cause damage to the mole's personal life.
So who do you betray? The friend who's making a horrible mistake or the friend who helped you to know the mistake that's being made?

. . . I choose to stand by the Mole. Maybe just this once.

Again, they know what they're doing is a bad choice. So I guess in the future, when all this crap hits the fan and it becomes known that I knew about all of it, I will have this blog to turn to in order to defend myself.

Although I have decided I still feel like I'm betraying my friend . . . It's not fair, this situation, in a whole, and it bothers me personally more than it should. They deserve so much more then them. Why can't they see it? And if they do see it, as they claim to, why don't they act like it?

Why are people so self damaging?